Friday, January 28, 2011

Behind closed doors

I feel like my entire life has been conspired upon

Behind closed doors

My fate, my future, my present, my past

Whispered over, scrutinized in secret

As if I, the steward of my own existence,

Would deign to be informed of its direction

Behind closed doors, behind the veil, behind my back

-What will we do with him?

-Where will he go?

-Why is he here?

-When will he go?

Leaning-on quickly becomes burden-to

Quickly becomes beholden-to

Quickly becomes resentment

I’ll have to stand on my own or fall to the side

Relying on no other prop but my pride

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