Is This What I Have to Look Forward To? (Let a Fag Know)

[Verse 1]
When my skin is drooping
And my hair is graying,
Will I still be drooling
Over some young play thing?
When my mind is slippery
And I can’t hold on,
Will I live in misery
Knowing that love has gone?

[Chorus]
Cuz I don’t even know what to do
(Let a fag know)
Is this what I have to look forward to?

[Verse 2]
If it hasn’t happened yet
When will it ever?
Trolling the webs for sex
Yeah, it don’t get much better
And will I stand in bars,
Waiting til they close
To hustle boys in cars?
Oh, god only knows

[Chorus]
Cuz my heart ain’t givin’ up no clues
(Let a fag know)
Is this what I have to look forward to?

[Bridge]
Can old fags turn new tricks?
Or still post ass and dick pics?
Can’t or won’t settle, so what choice is there?
But to keep playing the game, or give up in despair
Do we forsake dignity for vanity—
Choosing to live and die trivially?

[Verse 3]
Though I know it sounds cheesy
I can’t lie to myself
I want to wake up at sixty
In bed with someone else
We’re born alone, does that mean
We must die lonely?
I wanna fill the in-between
Knowing someone loved me

[Chorus]
Despite the answer, I must pursue
(Let a fag know)
Is this what I have to look forward to?